{"id":136,"date":"2014-10-15T08:18:00","date_gmt":"2014-10-15T08:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=136"},"modified":"2025-01-04T17:15:25","modified_gmt":"2025-01-04T17:15:25","slug":"heves-15-eki-2014","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2014\/10\/15\/heves-15-eki-2014\/","title":{"rendered":"HEVES"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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G\u00fcn gelir, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz birine kayar; sizi etkiler, akl\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r; kendinizde gizli sakl\u0131, ne kadar
iyi, g\u00fczel \u015fey varsa, hepsini uyar\u0131r, aya\u011fa kald\u0131r\u0131r. Kendinizi farkl\u0131, ba\u015fka hissetmenize \u00f6n ayak
olur. Dillendirilmemi\u015f duygular\u0131n\u0131z, tan\u0131mlanmam\u0131\u015f durumlar\u0131n\u0131z ve zaman\u0131 gelipte, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc
gerekli adland\u0131r\u0131lma yap\u0131lamam\u0131\u015f, bu ki\u015fiye bakars\u0131n\u0131z. Ne kadar g\u00fczel ve \u00f6zeldir! Her hali bir
ba\u015fka, duru\u015fu, bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 farkl\u0131d\u0131r. Ve en \u00f6nemlisi, gizemlidir. Ne kadar tan\u0131rsan\u0131z tan\u0131y\u0131n, aradaki,
daha yeni tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi, belli bir romans mesafesi, s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f s\u00f6zler, \u00f6ylesi bakarken,
derinle\u015fen bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131zla, o hep gizemlidir. S\u00f6yleyecek s\u00f6z\u00fc varm\u0131\u015fta susmu\u015f, ya da sizin ilave
edece\u011finiz, dilinizin alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklere set konmu\u015f gibi, hep merakta, hep
tetiktesinizdir, asl\u0131nda. Bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, bir mimi\u011fini ka\u00e7\u0131rmak istemezsiniz; s\u00f6zlerini ezberledi\u011finiz
bile olur. Konu\u015fmas\u0131, benzetmesi, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, sesinin tonu bile sizin i\u00e7in en g\u00fczel tatt\u0131r.
Derken, hayat bu ya\u2026\u2026bir \u015fey olur, garip bir \u015fey ve pandoran\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Gizemli, \u00f6zel
insan dile gelir, sizin i\u00e7in size s\u00f6yledikleri, hayal bile edemeyece\u011finiz kadar g\u00fczeldir. Ancak,
\u00e7oktur. Gere\u011finden, hayal edebilece\u011finizden, ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z olandan ve beklentinizden. \u00d6nce,
biraz\u0131n\u0131 ceplerinize doldurmak istersiniz, aniden cebinizin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark edersiniz, hepsini
toparlamak, biriktirip \u00f6yle bakmak, duruma g\u00f6re karar vermek istersiniz. G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcz yetmez,
haliniz kalmaz\u2026\u2026her \u015fey etrafa sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, her yer onunla doludur ve size ya\u015famak i\u00e7in bo\u015f alan
kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ve en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, gizemliyken harika olan insan, hep ayn\u0131, hayran oldu\u011funuz
\u00f6zellikleriyle, tam kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda durup durmakta iken, siz art\u0131k bakmayan, g\u00f6rmeyen, dinlemeyen,
duymayan olmu\u015fsunuzdur. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, vakitsiz ve yersiz a\u00e7\u0131lan kapak, a\u00e7\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f ve o \u00e7ok \u00f6zel
buldu\u011funuz \u015feyden, her yere bol bol sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131ndad\u0131r art\u0131k. Ne yaz\u0131k! B\u00fct\u00fcn
g\u00fczel \u015feyler gibi \u00e7abuk t\u00fckenmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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G\u00fcn gelir, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz birine kayar; sizi etkiler, akl\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r; kendinizde gizli sakl\u0131, ne kadariyi, g\u00fczel \u015fey varsa, hepsini uyar\u0131r, aya\u011fa kald\u0131r\u0131r. Kendinizi farkl\u0131, ba\u015fka hissetmenize \u00f6n ayakolur. Dillendirilmemi\u015f duygular\u0131n\u0131z, tan\u0131mlanmam\u0131\u015f durumlar\u0131n\u0131z ve zaman\u0131 gelipte, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fcgerekli adland\u0131r\u0131lma yap\u0131lamam\u0131\u015f, bu ki\u015fiye bakars\u0131n\u0131z. Ne kadar g\u00fczel ve \u00f6zeldir! Her hali birba\u015fka, duru\u015fu, bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 farkl\u0131d\u0131r. Ve en \u00f6nemlisi, …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":137,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1471,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions\/1471"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/137"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}