{"id":181,"date":"2015-04-25T08:59:00","date_gmt":"2015-04-25T08:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=181"},"modified":"2025-01-04T17:18:04","modified_gmt":"2025-01-04T17:18:04","slug":"ara-sira-25-nis-2015","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2015\/04\/25\/ara-sira-25-nis-2015\/","title":{"rendered":"ARA\u2026\u2026..SIRA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazsam m\u0131? dedim\u2026elim ka\u011f\u0131da+kaleme gitmedi\u2026s\u00f6zler, sesler bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi..<br>derken ka\u011f\u0131t buru\u015fup, bir kenarda dinlendi\u2026.hayat \u00f6yle h\u0131zland\u0131, \u00f6yle zorland\u0131, \u00f6yle dertlenip<br>tasaland\u0131 ki\u2026.bu ruh, bu beden, ne yapsam, derlenip tertiplenemedi\u2026\u2026.eski haline d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in<br>tepindi\u2026.lakin, orijinalinin esamesi okunmayan, bu g\u00fcnde, \u015fu anda\u2026.asl\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131dan bakan,<br>art\u0131k yaln\u0131z astar\u0131 kalan, kendine bak\u0131p bak\u0131p \u2026.&#8221;demek hayat b\u00f6yleymi\u015f&#8221; diye<br>s\u00f6ylendi\u2026bendeki esas ben, hayata ARA verdi. Halim b\u00f6yle iken, akl\u0131m yaz derken, can\u0131m hi\u00e7<br>istemedi, bol bol i\u00e7lenip, s\u0131zlan\u0131p\u2026\u2026 &#8220;benim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemden kime ne, kimin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesinden bana<br>ne\u2026.niye s\u00f6yleyeyim\u2026olmad\u0131 \u00e7iziktireyim\u2026okumad\u0131lar diye \u00fcz\u00fcleyim\u2026.herkesin fikri<br>kendine, benimkisi bende, elalemden bana ne&#8221; derken derken\u2026.aylar ge\u00e7ti\u2026..g\u00fcn geldi, tekrar,<br>yeni ben \u015fekillendi, neye benzeyece\u011fini bilmeden, b\u00fcy\u00fcmek, derken y\u00fcr\u00fcmek, konu\u015fmak<br>istedi\u2026.en nihayetinde, art\u0131k SIRA geldi ki, yazmak ve payla\u015fmak istedi\u2026ve elim kaleme,<br>kalem ka\u011f\u0131da de\u011fdi\u2026.kurtulduk sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z ama, yine, i\u00e7imdeki yeni, canlan\u0131p dile geldi\u2026<br>Ben yeni yaz\u0131lar\u0131 s\u0131ralarken, birka\u00e7 hafta eski yaz\u0131lardan ge\u00e7inip gidelim\u2026.ne dersiniz!?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"119\" height=\"56\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-24\"\/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yazsam m\u0131? dedim\u2026elim ka\u011f\u0131da+kaleme gitmedi\u2026s\u00f6zler, sesler bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi..derken ka\u011f\u0131t buru\u015fup, bir kenarda dinlendi\u2026.hayat \u00f6yle h\u0131zland\u0131, \u00f6yle zorland\u0131, \u00f6yle dertleniptasaland\u0131 ki\u2026.bu ruh, bu beden, ne yapsam, derlenip tertiplenemedi\u2026\u2026.eski haline d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7intepindi\u2026.lakin, orijinalinin esamesi okunmayan, bu g\u00fcnde, \u015fu anda\u2026.asl\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131dan bakan,art\u0131k yaln\u0131z astar\u0131 kalan, kendine bak\u0131p bak\u0131p \u2026.&#8221;demek hayat b\u00f6yleymi\u015f&#8221; diyes\u00f6ylendi\u2026bendeki esas ben, hayata ARA verdi. Halim &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":182,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-181","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1486,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions\/1486"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/182"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}