{"id":296,"date":"2018-02-09T13:57:00","date_gmt":"2018-02-09T13:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=296"},"modified":"2025-03-23T17:21:08","modified_gmt":"2025-03-23T17:21:08","slug":"oyle-bir-gecer-ki-zaman-9-sub-2018","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2018\/02\/09\/oyle-bir-gecer-ki-zaman-9-sub-2018\/","title":{"rendered":"\ud83d\udd78\u00d6YLE B\u0130R GE\u00c7ER K\u0130 ZAMAN!!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6yle \u00e7ok ko\u015ftum ki\u2026.bir hayat boyu, herkes i\u00e7in her \u015feye; derken bitiverince bir \u00f6nceki<br>hayat\u0131m, kal\u0131verdim bir arada, s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p ge\u00e7mi\u015fle bilinmeyen gelece\u011fin tam orta yerinde,<br>kalakald\u0131m kimsesiz, sessiz, isimsiz. Aylar y\u0131llar ald\u0131 tekrar g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemem, merhaba diyebilmek<br>i\u00e7in sevdiklerime ve bunu ba\u015farabilmek i\u00e7in, ne \u00e7ok \u00f6d\u00fcn verdim kendimden, ne \u00e7ok h\u00fcz\u00fcn<br>d\u00f6kt\u00fcm g\u00f6zlerimden yanaklar\u0131ma sessizce, i\u00e7ten; inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m do\u011frular\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f, en iyi bilinenin<br>asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirken, tekrar, yeniden\u2026..yeni hayat, \u00f6n\u00fcmde duruyor,<br>bilmedi\u011fim gelece\u011fim! Oldu\u011fum, durup kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden ilerlemek i\u00e7in, elbet daha<br>g\u00fc\u00e7lenece\u011fim, daha \u00fcmitlenece\u011fim ve ge\u00e7mi\u015f hayat\u0131n verdi\u011fi yorgunlu\u011fu ataca\u011f\u0131m\u2026\u2026evet<br>ataca\u011f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcmden\u2026.ger\u00e7ekten! Y\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc kaybetmi\u015fte olsam, do\u011frudan \u015fa\u015fmam, kimseyle<br>oyun oynamam, neysem oydum\u2026yine \u00f6yle, kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden devam edece\u011fim ikinci hayat\u0131ma.<br>Bu hayat ister k\u00f6t\u00fc ister iyi olsun\u2026..yok durmayaca\u011f\u0131m, hep yerimde sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sayarken \u00e7ok<br>\u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcp \u00e7ok \u015fey anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu araftan, art\u0131k eli kula\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m\u2026olmad\u0131 ka\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m, ya<br>kap\u0131dan ya bacadan\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"119\" height=\"56\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-24\"\/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6yle \u00e7ok ko\u015ftum ki\u2026.bir hayat boyu, herkes i\u00e7in her \u015feye; derken bitiverince bir \u00f6ncekihayat\u0131m, kal\u0131verdim bir arada, s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p ge\u00e7mi\u015fle bilinmeyen gelece\u011fin tam orta yerinde,kalakald\u0131m kimsesiz, sessiz, isimsiz. Aylar y\u0131llar ald\u0131 tekrar g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemem, merhaba diyebilmeki\u00e7in sevdiklerime ve bunu ba\u015farabilmek i\u00e7in, ne \u00e7ok \u00f6d\u00fcn verdim kendimden, ne \u00e7ok h\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u00f6kt\u00fcm g\u00f6zlerimden yanaklar\u0131ma sessizce, i\u00e7ten; inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m do\u011frular\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f, en &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":297,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=296"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1525,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296\/revisions\/1525"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/297"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}