{"id":398,"date":"2018-07-07T15:16:00","date_gmt":"2018-07-07T15:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=398"},"modified":"2025-01-04T17:30:17","modified_gmt":"2025-01-04T17:30:17","slug":"oyundan-cikmak-7-tem-2018","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2018\/07\/07\/oyundan-cikmak-7-tem-2018\/","title":{"rendered":"OYUNDAN \u00c7IKMAK"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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Hani \u00e7ocukken, oyun oynarken, birden oyunu b\u0131rak\u0131r \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k; kimi zaman \u00e7ocu\u011fun birine
k\u00fcs\u00fcp, bazen can\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131p, bazen de i\u015fimize gelmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in\u2026..bildi\u011finiz\u2026m\u0131z\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k. Hala
ayn\u0131 \u015feyi yap\u0131yoruz \u00e7o\u011fumuz. \u00c7ok az\u0131m\u0131z, \u0131srarla oyunu s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor; kurallar de\u011fi\u015fse de,
oyuncular ba\u015fka bir oyuna ge\u00e7se de, \u0131srarla uyum sa\u011flamay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor ve ona verilen s\u00fcreyi
diledi\u011fince olmasa da, oyunun i\u00e7inde, bir oyuncu olarak tamaml\u0131yor. Ne denir, ellerini s\u0131kmak
laz\u0131m onlar\u0131n. Ben san\u0131r\u0131m, ilk gruptan\u0131m\u2026..kalbim k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca oyundan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum. Ba\u015fka oyuna
da ge\u00e7emiyorum veya ba\u015fka soka\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fka \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 da\u2026..can\u0131m hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekmiyor. Ama olmaz
ki, e\u011fer d\u0131\u015fardaysan, oynamak zorundas\u0131n! Ve her zaman olmasa bile, oyununu kendin
se\u00e7ebilirsin\u2026.en az\u0131ndan oyun se\u00e7ilmi\u015f bile olsa, sen de oyun arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7ersin\u2026.kim
bilir?!\u2026..belki kader y\u00fcz\u00fcne g\u00fcler, bir ka\u00e7 kural\u0131 da sen koyuverirsin\u2026.oldu i\u015fte\u2026..\u0131- \u0131\u0131h
olmuyor!! Ben denedim\u2026.onca y\u0131ll\u0131k oyun arkada\u015f\u0131ma bakt\u0131m, bir haller oluyor; eee zaten
y\u0131llard\u0131r ayn\u0131 yerde ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde (yemin ederim ayn\u0131 kilo ve ayn\u0131 \u015fekildeyim) bekliyorum,
okulunu bitirecek gelecek, askere gidip gelecek, i\u015fini bitirecek gelecek; bir de iyice g\u00f6zlerimi
a\u00e7t\u0131m, bakt\u0131m ki, ne g\u00f6reyim, adam tozu dumana katm\u0131\u015f, taa nereye varm\u0131\u015f, eeee?!\u2026.ama bekle
demi\u015fti, gelece\u011fim demi\u015fti, \u015f\u00f6yle yapaca\u011f\u0131z demi\u015fti, sonra da b\u00f6yle yapaca\u011f\u0131z demi\u015fti?!? Hep
derim, telafisi olmayan tek \u015fey zaman! Bu hikayede de, telafi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. Zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015f,
bize verilen s\u00fcre bitmi\u015fti. Evden \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve son be\u015f dakika uyar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk gibi, son
bir kez daha bakt\u0131m, olmayan arkada\u015f\u0131ma, oyuna, soka\u011fa, anlad\u0131m ki\u2026..yorulmu\u015fum; hep kendi
kendime oynamaktan, s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m hep ayn\u0131 oyunda olmaktan\u2026.belki biraz daha zaman vard\u0131
ama ben karar verdim mi\u2026\u2026hemen yapmal\u0131y\u0131m\u2026\u2026hemen \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m oyundan. Dizlerimde,
s\u0131zlayan yaralar\u0131m\u0131n, hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7meyece\u011fini bildi\u011fim yerleriyle, kendi iste\u011fimle \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m oyundan.
Sonra bakt\u0131m ki, eski arkada\u015f ko\u015fup gelmi\u015f arkamdan, niye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n ki sen oyundan diye\u2026..ne
diyeyim ben sana eski arkada\u015f\u2026.hadi var git yoluna\u2026.dedim dedim de dinletemedim. Bilirim
hi\u00e7 usanmaz! Derken kom\u015fu ile haber yollam\u0131\u015f, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n yine oynayal\u0131m diye..ah!!!\u2026..ne
fena, onca y\u0131l hi\u00e7 bakmam\u0131\u015f bana!!\u2026..zaman ay\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f\u2026..nas\u0131l biri bu kad\u0131n acaba?
diye\u2026yormam\u0131\u015f akl\u0131n\u0131 bana\u2026..anlad\u0131m da anlatamad\u0131m \u015fu d\u00fcnyaya, ben art\u0131k yokum bu
oyunlarda! K\u0131z\u0131m sana s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, gelinim sen anla!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hani \u00e7ocukken, oyun oynarken, birden oyunu b\u0131rak\u0131r \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k; kimi zaman \u00e7ocu\u011fun birinek\u00fcs\u00fcp, bazen can\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131p, bazen de i\u015fimize gelmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in\u2026..bildi\u011finiz\u2026m\u0131z\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k. Halaayn\u0131 \u015feyi yap\u0131yoruz \u00e7o\u011fumuz. \u00c7ok az\u0131m\u0131z, \u0131srarla oyunu s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor; kurallar de\u011fi\u015fse de,oyuncular ba\u015fka bir oyuna ge\u00e7se de, \u0131srarla uyum sa\u011flamay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor ve ona verilen s\u00fcreyidiledi\u011fince olmasa da, oyunun i\u00e7inde, bir oyuncu olarak tamaml\u0131yor. Ne denir, …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":399,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-398","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=398"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1563,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions\/1563"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/399"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=398"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=398"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=398"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}