{"id":532,"date":"2018-10-30T17:30:00","date_gmt":"2018-10-30T17:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=532"},"modified":"2025-01-04T17:43:06","modified_gmt":"2025-01-04T17:43:06","slug":"diye-bilirim-gelecek-yine-30-eki-2018","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2018\/10\/30\/diye-bilirim-gelecek-yine-30-eki-2018\/","title":{"rendered":"D\u0130YE\u2026B\u0130L\u0130R\u0130M GELECEK Y\u0130NE!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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Y\u0131l 2011 \u2026.eyl\u00fcl sabah\u0131\u2026.ben\u2026.20 y\u0131ll\u0131k arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kaybettim!\u2026.derken me\u011fer kader g\u00fclermi\u015f
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olur eski evinde\u2026.konaklar \u00fc\u00e7 olmad\u0131 be\u015f g\u00fcn\u2026giderken \u201cbu ev beni bo\u011fuyor\u201d der bo\u011fulmu\u015f
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gittim onunla birlikte\u2026ben donmu\u015f bakarken aylarca her \u015feye\u2026bakt\u0131m kader ellerini silkeliyor
ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p\u2026”eee benden bu kadar\u2026.i\u015fim \u015fimdilik bitti senle\u2026ben yine gelirim sen hi\u00e7
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gelecek yine!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Y\u0131l 2011 \u2026.eyl\u00fcl sabah\u0131\u2026.ben\u2026.20 y\u0131ll\u0131k arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kaybettim!\u2026.derken me\u011fer kader g\u00fclermi\u015fpe\u015fimden\u2026”dur bakal\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcm daha yeni ba\u015flad\u0131 poker, bunlar ilk eldeki ilk ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u2026dahaneler var\u2026. bekle bekle biraz da g\u00f6r”\u2026diye\u2026.\u00e7ok ge\u00e7meden, art\u0131k zaptedilemeyen isyankark\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 evinden \u201cbir daha da d\u00f6nmem geri\u201d\u2026dedi\u2026giderken\u2026..\u015fimdi gelir misafirolur eski evinde\u2026.konaklar \u00fc\u00e7 olmad\u0131 be\u015f g\u00fcn\u2026giderken \u201cbu ev beni bo\u011fuyor\u201d der bo\u011fulmu\u015fgibi huzursuz havan\u0131n …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":533,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=532"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1629,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532\/revisions\/1629"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/533"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}