{"id":55,"date":"2014-02-12T07:06:00","date_gmt":"2014-02-12T07:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/?p=55"},"modified":"2025-01-04T17:10:28","modified_gmt":"2025-01-04T17:10:28","slug":"kaderle-oyuna-kisa-bir-ara-12-sub-2014","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/2014\/02\/12\/kaderle-oyuna-kisa-bir-ara-12-sub-2014\/","title":{"rendered":"KADERLE OYUNA KISA B\u0130R ARA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen kader \u015fakala\u015f\u0131r sizle\u2026 En sevdi\u011finizi elinizden alacak gibi yapar, ki belki de alacakt\u0131r,<br>kararl\u0131d\u0131r\u2026\u2026 A\u011flars\u0131n\u0131z, dualar edersiniz, kendi kendinize s\u00f6zler verirsiniz\u2026.. Yeter ki kals\u0131n!<br>Ama kader \u015fakac\u0131d\u0131r; bakar halinize g\u00fcler\u2026.o zaman der, gel benimle, bak neler var bende, tam<br>sana g\u00f6re\u2026madem uymad\u0131n bu gidi\u015fin d\u00fczenine\u2026biraz oynayal\u0131m \u015fimdi seninle\u2026..ne kadar<br>dert, ne kadar i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00e7, ne kadar l\u00fczumsuz olay, insan, durum varsa, art\u0131k hepsi senin \u00fczerine, sen<br>de\u011fil misin, meydan okuyan, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dimdik tutan, dur, biraz daha bekle, daha neler var, neler<br>bende\u2026.Vazge\u00e7mediysen, o elindeki her neyse, a\u00e7mad\u0131ysan elini, hayat s\u00fcr\u00fcp giderken,<br>b\u0131rakmad\u0131ysan avcunda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fey art\u0131k her neyse\u2026g\u00f6ster g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc o zaman, g\u00f6relim<br>bakal\u0131m, t\u00fcm\u00fc bitti\u011finde senin i\u00e7in derledi\u011fim hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inden, halin kalacak m\u0131, elindekini<br>sevmeye ve hatta ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip bak\u0131pta g\u00f6rmeye\u2026 Bekle geliyorum; bu oyun hep b\u00f6yle, pes<br>edene kadar, ya sen, ya ben, her seferinde\u2026..bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7, ba\u015flas\u0131n oyun!<br>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026&#8221;Yine bir hastane odas\u0131, yine ben, yine ak\u015fam, yine keder\u2026. Hep ayn\u0131 senaryo, hep ayn\u0131<br>ben, bekleyen, \u00fcmit eden, korkarak da olsa hayal eden; o g\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00fczel bir g\u00fcn \u00f6zlemiyle gelece\u011fi<br>g\u00f6zleyen\u2026.. K\u0131z\u0131n kaderi, anas\u0131yla bir mi yaz\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ne!\u2026. Onunki beterken, benimki bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc<br>iyi\u2026 nispeten\u2026 yine de bir ger\u00e7ek var ki, o da\u2026 hastane kad\u0131nlar\u0131y\u0131z biz; kimimiz<br>\u00e7ocuklu\u011funu, kimimiz gen\u00e7li\u011fini, bazen de ge\u00e7mi\u015fini ya\u015fay\u0131p bitiren, en sevdi\u011fi ile birlikte ac\u0131,<br>a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7ekip, bir kez bile &#8220;yeter art\u0131k demeyen&#8221; ayn\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131 kad\u0131nlar\u0131y\u0131z, dileklerimiz en i\u00e7ten, en<br>\u00f6zden, iki dudak aras\u0131 bir s\u00f6ze ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131z, ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131y\u0131z, hepimiz kalpten&#8221;\u2026\u2026..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"119\" height=\"56\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-24\"\/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bazen kader \u015fakala\u015f\u0131r sizle\u2026 En sevdi\u011finizi elinizden alacak gibi yapar, ki belki de alacakt\u0131r,kararl\u0131d\u0131r\u2026\u2026 A\u011flars\u0131n\u0131z, dualar edersiniz, kendi kendinize s\u00f6zler verirsiniz\u2026.. Yeter ki kals\u0131n!Ama kader \u015fakac\u0131d\u0131r; bakar halinize g\u00fcler\u2026.o zaman der, gel benimle, bak neler var bende, tamsana g\u00f6re\u2026madem uymad\u0131n bu gidi\u015fin d\u00fczenine\u2026biraz oynayal\u0131m \u015fimdi seninle\u2026..ne kadardert, ne kadar i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00e7, ne kadar l\u00fczumsuz olay, insan, &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":56,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-55","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=55"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1442,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55\/revisions\/1442"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/56"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=55"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=55"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gulmisal.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=55"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}